where the world is perfect but i am not

Saturday, January 31, 2009

A favor returned

Somebody once wrote, nothing is more important than life and death. Constantly we should live our days as if there was a piece of paper with the word death written on our foreheads to remind us of the limited time we may have on this Earth, as humans.

Frankly, I find no other distinct reasons for the purpose of being alive, apart from preparing to die. Due to the belief of Cause and Effect, the mere fact that when a soul leaves the body, the consciousness of the mind, along with its karmic accumulation throughout its lifetime lives on, lingering to another world, another dimension. Life here, is simply a like a bus stand, while our mind, is similar to a person waiting for the bus. The important thing is, to know where does the bus stop. As long as you are clear with this, you can be at the bus stand before the bus arrives, knowing that our race to move from one bus stand to another, knows no time and space.

Nothing else matters. The world evolves around only in relationships. We often find meaning, only in relationships we forge with one another, our parents, teachers, relatives, friends, colleagues, brothers and sisters. It is only with these people, that we are able to encounter different phenomenons which helps us uncover ourselves, reveal who we really are and at the end of the day, proves how much we have developed as a human being. Not with technology or paper knowledge, although they may be useful tools to minimize the world and broaden our minds. But how often does one realizes, that without the believe and intention to help another mankind, the sacrifices and burning of midnight oils to excel in paper knowledge and work, cease to exist?

Undoubtedly between such lines lies the fact that our days are bound to be made colorless also by the relationships around us. However, what is more important is to find your true color when a situation occurs. There will be people who will hinder you, disrespect you, slender you, misunderstand you, but it is unnecessary for us to be affected by them. They are they, because they do not know the real you. As long as you know what you are doing, and believe that what you are doing is right and worth the consequence, do it.

Indeed, life seriously does not wait for us. Yet, who is willing to turn around and ponder the state of this suchlike?

Now that I have brought up these sincere respectful points, I wonder then, whether anyone has taken them as the sincere, earnest words they were meant to be?

Friday, January 23, 2009

Unpurpose

Okay, so I have been sitting here since 5.55am trying to convince myself I have something better to do than to be asleep in bed. One thing for sure, I have not been abandoning my blog, if you think I have; I have just not found anything concrete to share with you all.

Sometimes I wake up in the morning and dread starting the coming semester, but sometimes I wake up and wish I had a place and purpose to fill. Life is funny like that, one minute you are happy the next you are not. How unstable, how fickle, how predictable. I hope I will be as busy as possible when school starts again.

Have not been doing much lately, went to watch Australia and think its equally as boring as the country itself. No offense, it is a matter of getting use to the slower lifestyle I think. I must be sent there for a purpose, or so I would like to believe. Recently I find myself quite religious, been listening to dvds in chinese about buddhism and reading books related to Master Chinkung. He's like Nostradamus, if you need a benchmark to compare. Maybe better.

Most of my friends are back from the unis today, so is my brother. If you are one, welcome back.

Besides that, I am looking forward to learn meditation. That's right, I'm trying, at least. My record for now is probably 6.35minutes, point 45 the most. Anyway, will end with a photo I took from the strawberry farm in November. See you around.

Red
I know I said a photo, but I am generous

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Malaysian checklist

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE, run from one end of 1Utama to the other, that one NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians.

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

15. Let me add one, your favorite phrase and alltime useful phrase is 'ON THE WAY!'

P/S: Cheers and have a nice weekend ;-)

Thursday, January 08, 2009

A favor

If any of you are reading this post, may I just ask for your opinion on life thus far.

(Eg: What you have learned or how you have tortured others)

Thank you and utmost appreciation for taking the time and effort to participate.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009 debut

It's another new year to realise that...

The decisions you make now, can be changed, but with years and years of hard work to redo it.

And in those years you become something different, everybody does - you get married, get to be a mum or dad, which you are never going to be the same person you are right now.

The promise, and potential you have now, is very fickle. It just might not be there anymore.

You are an adult now. And the tough thing about adulthood, is that it starts before you even know it starts. When you already made dozens of decisions into it. But what you need to know, is no life guard is watching you anymore, you're on your own. You are your own man.

The decisions you make now, are yours and yours alone, until the end.

(So decide well).

Hope you had a good new year's eve. Happy new year.