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He who does not weep, do not see.

p/s: the hard thing about saying goodbye, is having to say it again tomorrow.

TAG

Before that, I must say that I may not have time to really blog long, but I may blog short, when I have the chance to. See ya in the next entry, chaos.

1. What’s your ambition?
A good economist and pianist (total extreme, but never mind, who says can only choose one?)

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Again, I'm not going to choose.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
-1

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not much, but just enough.

5. How many babies you want?
12

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
It's a fact, not a make believe

7. What is your goal for this year?
Already end of the year, but goal is probably to have more wisdom in handling day-to-day matters

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes

9. Do you enjoy traveling? *yes i know this quest is nothing got to do with Love*
Yes, seeing new things opens up our mind

10.What feeling do you love most?
When I am able to make others happy

11. What is your bad habit?
Procrastinate

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
May your soul rest in peace

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, almost

14. What does flying means to you?
Meaningless

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Penang food!

16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
Pak Lah

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.

I think shes normal, adventurous, cool, energetic, sociable, adaptable and should eat more.

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Meditation

9. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
Hopefully a good economist and pianist

20. What is ur lucky number?
When my bank account reaches 9 figures

A visit to Fremantle

Show area nearby Fremantle market
Fremantle Technical School
Chinese artist, really good
Says for itself what it is
Heaps of Christmas trees nearby the beach area
White sandy beach, with construction at the far end

The other side of the beach, tonnes of yatchs, unusual from what we see in Penang
Clear water (imagine wind as well)

After that visited Maritim Museum

Then we went Cicerello's to eat the famous fish & chips, the kedai is just beside the sea, very windy and super nice view

I thought for $12.50 we would at least be served with a plate (duh!)

On way home, saw a wedding mass at this church

Cool?

Mirror on the wall

Have really been occupied with things over here, what not with the ballet school examinations and orchestral performance practices, and of course my own studies to cope up with. Explains the late entry.

However I am very much looking forward to return home this coming December, with no particular reasons whatsoever, maybe I miss my bed, maybe I miss my friends, but home also means having access to delicious food, so maybe I miss the food. Penang is no doubt the best place where food is concerned.

Although my days are literally flying by, I am not expecting them to slow down. One thing to note, I am not particularly happy living here. Heck with the phrase which says happiness is a state of mind. I sat almost unmoved for an hour at the living room, after waking up today. Suddenly feel like I need a breather, after reading an early sms I received, so I sat there and started to think.

I do not know how my life is going to turn out at this far end, do not know where I am heading and do not know why I am feeling this way today. Pathetic, you may think.

I am moved, lately, saddened by many things that are beyond my control. Having to receive news about good friends admitted to hospitals, parents unable to cope with critical illness and another soul mate who is so busy with schedules that has no time to talk to me for two weeks now. Sometimes I wonder if a simple sms or message is too much to ask for.

Apart from all these external issues, I am just going through my own life with the least emotion as I can. Just the other day, I was probably too exhausted and vomited, my lunch at night time and realised how I have not really been eating very well for the past few days. However, these are not something for you to worry about anyway. There are more important things in life to worry about, and I am sure you already have enough things for your own worry.

Until the next entry, cheers and all the best.

Something similar

Last evening, I went to the garden, and wondered why I had never once stood long enough to appreciate the beauty that has always been existent. Standing on the center spot of the grass, I could smell the freshness of nature, as flowers are starting to bloom after a blissful shower of rain. The sun sank in the blaze of red, and soon the sky was swept with purple and blue black tints. I could feel the cold night breeze against my face, and I shivered as I hear the leaves rustled. I looked up and saw shiny stars scattered so far away, like little diamonds in folds of velvet. It was cold, but still I lingered.

Looking back with the wisdom of age, I cannot help but be amazed at my own crass absurdity, considering the people I had chosen to be closed to in the past. There were moments, as I recall, surreal and dream like in quality, golden, unalterable and forever sixteen. The naivety was overwhelming, surpassing hours of prying eyes and overcastting the spell of panics and fears. Never had I once thought about how things should really be, my youth, daring and fervor, had led life towards a maze without exits, causing much anguish, to those around and myself.

In life, everyday and every experience is unique, but nobody is happy all the time. Most of us go through life as much money and property as we can, more often afraid to open the door and answer pleas from people close to us, usually walking away from those in need. Turning a deaf ear to those who try to speak, and a blind eye to those who try to make us see.

Have you ever thought to yourself, what is actually the measure of life?

When all is said and done, is it how long? Is it how much? Or is it who you meet along the way?

Can you recall; when the happiest moment of your life was?