First month home
I have done most of the things that I have thought of doing. Have given away almost all things that I have bought as gifts to them. My wishes to see the people I have not seen for a few months have been accomplished.
Yet there is still something left unattended inside.
I realised some people are not particularly expecting my return. There have been a few occasions when what I had previously hoped for will not come true. Now as I visit the same places again, a different feeling arises.
Yet there is still something left unattended inside.
I realised some people are not particularly expecting my return. There have been a few occasions when what I had previously hoped for will not come true. Now as I visit the same places again, a different feeling arises.
I have thought wrong.
I have thought wrong about several matters.
The smile that I had returned for, where is it?
Sometimes you may take for granted that you are important to the people around you.
But what are your importance to them?
Nothing -
How stupid.
22 years of life and I am still stupid.
posted by 毓涵 @ 10:38 AM
6 Comments:
Now I see how u felt what i've felt. :)
will u chill a little bit? it gets like that when people around u get used to the idea of seeing u so often.trust me.a couple of month before u leave again, they'll start to miss u again.
hehe. i did miss u ar.
wondering how come u seldom update abt urself in aus.
i guess u were busy.
happy new year akyh !
eh, btw, u never miss us ar? nv ask us out also. =(
hana: why did u feel the same way?
shark: i am only back for a couple of months. there is no room for them to start missing me. i suddenly feel i have made mistakes for so many years.but its not too late to repent. have to control myself better.
eve: i never asked u out?! thats lie. u all seem to be so busy.don't take the post too seriously, it is subjected to certain matters only, not everything/everyone. happy new year too!
sorry
what for?
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